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Official lyric video for “Before” by NIKI — out now: https://NIKI.lnk.to/Before

LYRICS:
You hid me in your dorm room
It was Halloweekend, I just flew
across the globe, 22 hours just to see you
Just to barely fit on your twin-sized bed
and talk about your cool new friend
who I never met
who you dated as soon as I left

Carolina autumn
It had been a year since I saw you, since we
Ended it, had a year to grow into the girl you always wanted
now we’re holding hands, as not quite friends, but not quite lovers,
but we’ll just pretend
You say “it’s complicated to make amends”
Well is that the way that we’re headed then?

And you couldn’t answer me
Though you could pull me in while I brushed my teeth and let your hands both freely speak like I wasn’t ever gonna leave

You were all I’d ever known
And now I’m supposed to love you from a distance, like it’s nothing like its instant
and youuuu say “let’s just see where this goes”
And I don’t know how or why you seem just fine coz I’m having to grasp that you’re somehow not mine anymore
It’s so cruel how things are only almost like they were before

(ah ah ah) Like they were before
(ah ah ah) Like they were before
(ah ah ah) Like they were before

We walk downtown and it’s charming
You’re alarmingly disarming
Yeah we’ve got 48 hours left
before I fly back to my death
while you stay just fine and feel alive
South of the Mason-Dixon line
where everyone closes shop at 9,
where you could somehow finally find

what you were desperately looking for
Funny how you thought that was gonna be New York
with our chalkboard walls and slanted floors
Oh, we could’ve had that and so much more

Ask your new lover what it’s like to be given
a real fighting chance before you bid her good riddance
Did anything ever really count
or was I just a two-year practice round

Youuuu were all I’d ever known
And now I’m feeling stupid, you’re forbidden
They say yeah we were something,
too bad we were children
Ooooh I don’t know where to go
and I don’t know how or why you seem just fine
coz I’m looking at you & God knows you’re not mine anymore
It’s so cruel how things will never be the way they were before

Like they were before
It’s almost just like how it was before
But it’s not anymore

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40 Comments

  1. for the past 2 years niki always in my top 3 artists in spotify along with taylor swift & it's because both of them always write beautiful storylines with well-chosen vocab & this song may be in my top 5 song in 2022♡

  2. 'Cause I'm looking at you and God knows you're not mine anymore

    It's so cruel how things will never be the way they were before

    Shit this one hit me, i think i never can move on.

  3. “now i’m supposed to love you, from a distance, like it’s nothing, like it’s instant”
    this line hits so hard with what i’m going thru at the moment 🙁

  4. holding hands as not quite friends but not quite lovers is the worst. like, pls can we all learn to DTR? 😭 nvmd we should still enjoy unlabeled relationships so have fun babes

  5. Niki's really a great musician and lyricist because I haven't even got into a relationship yet but why i am crying over here feeling my heart's broken when i'm listening to this song

  6. Listen to this makes me imagine something and start to crying in silent because of missing someone but idk who’s that someone 😂 the tune and vibes she give is just everything, truly my new favorite song now ❤️❤️❤️

  7. You hid me in your dorm room, it was Halloweekend

    I just flew across the globe, 22 hours just to see you

    Just to barely fit on your twin-sized bed

    And talk about your cool new friend

    Who I never met, who you dated as soon as I left

    Carolina autumn, it had been a year since I saw ya

    Since we ended it, had a year to grow into the girl you always wanted

    Now we're holding hands

    As not quite friends, but not quite lovers

    Well, we'll just pretend

    You say, "It's complicated to make amends"

    Well, is that the way that we're headеd, then?

    And you couldn't answer me

    Though you could pull mе in while I brushed my teeth

    And let your hands both freely speak

    Like I wasn't ever gonna leave

    You were all I'd ever known

    And now I'm supposed to love you from a distance

    Like it's nothing, like it's instant

    And you say, "Let's just see where this goes"

    And I don't know how or why you seem just fine

    'Cause I'm havin' to grasp that you're somehow not mine anymore

    It's so cruel how things are only almost like they were before

    (Ah, ah, ah)

    Like they were before (Ah, ah, ah)

    Like they were before (Ah, ah, ah)

    Like they were before (Ah, ah, ah)

    We walk downtown and it's charming

    You're alarmingly disarming

    Yeah, we've got 48 hours left before I fly back to my death

    While you stay just fine and feel alive

    South of the Mason-Dixon line

    Where everyone closes shop at 9

    Where you could somehow finally find

    What you were desperately looking for

    Funny how you thought that was gonna be New York

    With our chalkboard walls and slanted floors

    Oh, we could've had that and so much more

    Ask your new lover what it's like to be given

    A real fighting chance before you wish her, "Good riddance"

    Did anything ever really count, or was I just a two-year practice round?

    You were all I'd ever known

    And now I'm feeling stupid, you're forbidden

    They say yeah we were something, too bad we were children

    Oh, I don't know where to go

    And I don't know how or why you seem just fine

    'Cause I'm lookin' at you and God knows you're not mine anymore

    It's so cruel how things will never be the way they were before

    (Ah, ah, ah)

    Like they were before (Ah, ah, ah)

    It's almost just like how it was before (Ah, ah, ah)

    But it's not anymore

  8. I am a dude, i mostly listen to electronic and rap music and i am usually not a fan of female music artists but niki is an exception. This is one of the most beautiful songs i've ever heard. It's so melancholic and so very nice to listen to. Big fan

  9. She deserves a grammy nomination. She never fails to amaze me and also makes me feel things, and pain – heartbreak that I haven't experienced yet. T-T

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