[Special Clip] ‘Door’ (Christmas ver.)

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Kwon can i make a wish for christmas let me know 💘💋💋💋💋💐

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Kwon if any time you have doubt about us faith just remember ninety percent of the time am listening to Chinese music and don't understand eighty percent the twenty percent have to write in english yet because of you too I listen

Kwon , am at your side, I have also thinking about this sweet love that am going to share with you many times, do you think about how you going to make love with me kwon is it sweet like sugar when you think about making love to me

Am still at your side my lady , kwon 💜💐🙈👌💫

크리스마스가 다가오니 생각나는 도어..☆

Oink Oink.. I am sitting on the Floor.. the Carpet floor in the room.. I am thinking of YOU as always.. asking where are YOU.. Am I suppose to be alone for the rest of my Life.. and I would ask.. How Long must I wait for YOU.. as I am holding the Picture.. and Looking at your Picture.. I want to tell you that I love YOU.. will you accept my words.. will you receive the words I am sharing.. words I am telling YOU from my Heart.. I have been waiting.. but sometimes I wonder if this waiting means Nothing to YOU.. Do you even think of Me.. do I even cross your mind.. Please tell me if I do.. because there are times I need to know.. I need to know because I love YOU.. I don't want to tell YOU if to don't have anything for Me.. but I do believe.. there must be something going ON.. there must be something In your Mind.. In your Heart.. I want to know because I love YOU.. as I am waiting.. only thing I can do at this moment of time is just wait.. and I would be looking at your Picture.. I do want to cry sometimes.. so that things can come off my Chest.. I want to hold YOU.. and Want to hold you near to tell YOU.. I always wanted to put my arms around YOU.. so Close.. to hear you breathe.. and try to listen to your Heart beat.. Am I wrong for sharing.. telling you these things.. am I the One who is wrong.. doing what is wrong because I feel like I am Not.. all I want.. ALL I need is YOU.. just need YOU close.. as I see the Giant Teddy Bear next to Me.. I grab and Hold it.. my arms wrap around this Giant Teddy Bear.. I wish that it be YOU.. even though I know that it is Not.. But only if YOU were here.. if you were close.. near to me.. I would pull you close and ask YOU.. can I hold you.. Please let my arms hold around YOU.. my arms are crying.. dying to hold you still.. hold you close because the body language itself will speak of what is in my Heart.. I don't think that My words.. DO I needs to tell you and speak to let you know what My arms are missing.. my arms are missing YOU.. my arms right Now is holding this Giant Teddy Bear.. it does not feel the same because It is Not YOU.. I am asking.. hoping and wishing.. I want to hold YOU instead but since YOU are Not here.. and I am alone in the room and my eyes only can see Your Picture.. what Am I suppose to do if I miss YOU.. My Heart tells Me I want to Hold you still.. Close to My chest.. I want to hear and listen to Your Breathing and also the sound of Your Heart beating.. Now I feel like I want to cry.. I am holding tight this Giant Teddy Bear.. How can I tell this when It is Not YOU.. it does not speak to Me at all.. but only to feel a little better but I know that it is Not YOU.. as I would see and feels my tears just flowing down my eyes.. I want it to be YOU.. why can't I be with YOU.. why can't these arms hold YOU.. why can't I speak to your ears.. and tell YOU how I truly feel.. tell you that I been missing YOU all along.. without it leaves me feeling like this.. Like I am Nothing.. just a nobody.. only YOU can set my heart on fire and bring me to smile.. Only I am thinking.. wishing.. always hoping that One day SOON.. I be near YOU.. I wait and wait.. keep on waiting but only thing I see is time goes By.. Year to year comes and goes.. days get long and Nights are very Hard because I start to think of YOU and miss YOU crazy.. LOOK at me right Now.. I am Holding a Stuff Animal.. a GIANT Teddy Bear.. what good is it if I am holding but still be thinking of YOU because I know truly it is Not YOU.. only it leads to my tears.. I would cry.. crying holding this Giant Teddy Bear and I would say.. where are YOU.. Please tell me so that I can go to YOU.. as I keep on waiting for YOU.. and as I would be sitting down on the carpet floor.. I would look at the Picture.. as I am looking through the picture of YOU.. I can feel My Heart be crushing,.. like crashing from the Inside and I turn and I look.. there is a Big Heart.. I am not sure what is that because.. It looks like a Shape of Heart.. and I know that there has been no one here.. but.. I look across.. giving me some distance.. I see something sitting on the Carpet Floor.. and I know for sure.. the Shape is a Heart.. A Big Heart is sitting in my room.. But.. WHOSE Heart is that.. why is there a Heart inside my room.. I know that the Heart does Not belong to me because I can feel the beatings of my own Heart inside.. but.. in this ROOM.. Am I just using an Imagination or is it really a Heart there.. and I would slide across.. trying to get Close to the Big Heart but something stops Me.. WHY can't I go further.. and as I am looking at the Big Heart.. I am looking at Your Picture.. and Now I am thinking.. I only Love YOU.. I don't want Other Hearts but only I want Your Heart.. so tell me this.. Is that Your Heart.. the Heart is so Big.. if that is Your Heart.. can I have that Big Heart.. are you willing to give me that Heart.. because I want to go over and Hold that Big Heart.. why would you leave this Beautiful Big Heart behind.. why would it be here at my room.. I know that YOU have not been here before.. that Tell me.. How is it that I am seeing a Big Heart.. am I sleeping right Now.. means this must be a dream.. seeing a vision which I know that Once I wake UP.. I am Not going to see that Big Heart any more.. But.. I do love the fact that YOUR BIG HEART is in my room.. I want you close.. if YOUR BIG HEART is able to be this close to Me.. I know that One day.. someday soon.. there is a greater chance that One day.. some day soon YOU can show UP looking for this BIG HEART.. Now.. I feel so Happy that I see a Big Heart.. and the Heart must be yours.. as I would look at your picture.. I would say.. is it your Big Heart.. when did YOU come to My room.. How is it that YOU left Your Heart behind.. why would you do that because what if the wrong Person comes trying to steal Your Big Heart.. YOU should not just put Your Big Heart in any one's room.. but I guess YOU know that I am not a stranger any more.. Do you even trust me to Put your Big Heart here.. I know that I been asking for Your Big Heart for a long time.. and My Heart has never changed.. because even right NOW.. I still want Your Heart.. I want to have Your Heart.. and I want to love Your Heart.. so that I can tell YOU how much I love YOU.. and I would slide and I hit something.. which is stopping me to go and I know that there is a Glass.. there is a Glass Wall in my room.. and Now I know that I can't get to Your Heart.. why would you put a Glass and it has a wall.. which I know that I can't go across.. why did you put the Wall and put the glass there.. then WHY would you show me the Big Heart if you know that I can't get to that Heart.. what are you trying to do.. are you telling me that I should Not get close.. are you telling me that YOU have put a wall against US.. so I am only to look at the Heart.. and then What.. if I am Not allowed to go across but YOU have to remember that this is IN my own Room.. I would understand if I cam over to your House and went to Your room and has placed a Wall against so that I can't enter.. I would give the room and space because it is your privacy.. But think about it.. I am here at my room.. this is My room here.. and I am sitting down in the room.. and only looking at your Picture.. Now I see a Big Heart.. But the Big Heart is Not in your room.. but in my room.. how can this Be.. why would you do that since it is IN my room.. Now.. I am wondering.. how did Your Big Heart come across.. How did your Big Heart come into this room.. are you laughing at me.. are you teasing me that I can only watch.. My eyes can sit here and just look at Your Big Heart.. but what if I want More.. what if I want to go over and touch Your Heart.. if I want to Hold Your Big Heart.. I want to tell Your Heart something I wanted to say for a Long time.. YOU know that I want More.. I just do Not want to have and hold your Big Heart.. what I truly want is YOU for myself.. that is why I am asking you for that Big Heart.. Please tell Your Big Heart to come across.. command Your Heart that there is a Person waiting for YOU.. waiting for the Heart.. Your Big Heart because I want to Love YOU.. I want to tell Your Heart How much I truly Love YOU.. since YOU have placed the wall and there is the glass in my room.. when did YOU come to my room.. and why would you leave Your Big Heart behind.. and for me to see.. why do you want to show me Your Heart.. your Big Heart if I am Not allow to touch.. if I am not allow to hold and not allow to tell and speak.. I want to say something to Your Big Heart.. I want to tell Your Heart how I feel.. to tell you Heart to Heart.. but with this Wall.. the Glass Wall is Not helping me at all.. but I want you to know that I need your Heart.. to love YOU.. if I want to love YOU.. I need to say.. Tell your Heart how much I love YOU.. Please tell me that I am allow to speak to Your Heart.. I can't even go across.. this wall.. I am stuck here.. DO you see that I can't go any further now.. but I needs to go.. pass and go across.. so that I can get close to Your Heart.. I want to know if YOU can tell Your Heart.. your Big Heart.. I love YOU.. I want to Hold your Heart.. I want to tell Your Heart.. I want to tell YOU.. but How can I if you look at my shoes.. looking at the wall seems so miserable at this Point.. my head goes down looking at the floor.. I feel so sad because I know that I do Love you.. holding your Picture.. I would lift up the picture and I would look at YOU through the Picture and I would say.. I know I don't have much.. I know that I can't love YOU either and I should Not because I truly have Nothing to give back.. but all I know is that I have me Your Picture.. I know that I love YOU.. I know you be asking for so much more.. and that is why I will show YOU..