Recently binge-watched Samdalri and it was rly a blast!
Loved every single story line in the drama and nearly every episode brought me to tears😭🫶🏻🥰
Highly recommending it and also covering one of the best ost from it!
Taeyeon’s dream (originally sung by Cho youg pil) was a core theme that ran thru the whole drama🥳
And esp as a person who moved from Taichung to Taipei (or even to the states!) for school, it was super super relatable!✨
Hope this song warms up ur heart wherever you are and happy happy lunar new year! 🧧
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今年的最後一首歌是貫穿了三達里的趙容弼〈夢〉，然後最喜歡的歌詞是不好翻譯的：
“고향의 향기 들으면서”
「一邊聽著故鄉傳來的香氣。」
「遠方傳來故鄉的氣息。」
一邊從日記裡節錄了一些想要記得的話：
每次回台中都有那樣的感覺，
Don’t let anyone treat you poorly.
因為我也是別人家珍貴的孩子。
「姐姐愛你，你不在我會很難過ㄟ！」
「不要去了！跟阿舅在一起ㄚ！」
然後我終於回家了。
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“I knew you knew,
you knew I knew,
and we knew,
I’d fallen and
you’d fallen too,
for someone and in somewhere
unnameable. Even for just
a few moments,
it’s been so clear
seeing thru your eyes.
And you can’t—at the same time ‘you are not able to’ and ‘you are not allowed to, morally’—recognize and acknowledge every single stream of feelings in this story.
Cuz you never intend to hurt anyone.
You still wish the person well.
And you still wish them well.
And that was how my version of story stayed within an invisible slit of the time and space, that had been made never-should-have-existed.”
“난 니가 내 인생 속에서 사라진 것 알아.
근데 와줘서 고마웠다.”
從這個故事裡，得到最美好的收穫應該就是：
「我很敬佩、也很喜歡每個當下的自己，每一個想法和思考、做了或不做的任何一個選擇。」
因為，並沒有成為不清楚或不願弄清楚自己想要什麼的狀態、或者保持沉默只為維持外在完美平和的假象，而是不斷面對真實的自己、真實的世界，然後真誠地對話了。
還有最重要的學習就是：
「我必須為自己說話。」
為自己說話並不是在傷害別人，而是在設下界線。因為如果連自己都不為自己說話，就沒有人會聽見、也沒有人會為我說話。
如果有悲傷、有委屈和憤怒，有那些怎麼解也解不開的謎題，那也都通通化為祝福和感謝了吧。
「因為這個故事已經到了一個，呃、我也不知道有什麼好值得留念的地步了。」
「然後回頭一看，就是發現：啊，你怎麼傷痕纍纍了。」
「我只捨不得我自己。」
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最後向那些總是聽我講話、突然掉進deep rabbit hole裡懷疑人生的人們致上深深的感謝/抱歉。
今年的新年新希望！
就是當一個有界線的人✨
還有記得”난 항상 빛나니까!!!!”
感謝大家今年的陪伴和支持
還有知道有些人默默地看我的影片
真的真的獻上無盡的感恩ㄉ心！！！
祝各位萬事龍賀、福氣龍來，
龍寶寶都平平安安度過太歲年🐲🧧
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#dream #taeyeon #cover
#꿈 #웰컴투삼달리 #태연
#welcometosamdalri