Vlogging like we're on FaceTime *breakup talk, days in my life & hangout w/ me*

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    **I always FaceTime my friends and wanted to hangout on FaceTime for a weekend in my life! In this vlog, there’s a lot of life updates, gossip, tea spilled, break up talk, breakdowns, and more. let’s get closer 🙂 #nikidemar #vlogging
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    3. Me on

      Very curious how your partner feels about how upset you still are over your past relationship? I bet Very understand but i wonder if she feels a bit awkward to see your still very emotional about it?

    6. Makenzie Given on

      Hey Niki. My boyfriend took his life after our breakup 7 months ago. I wouldn’t be here either today, without you. Niki thank you for your channel thank you for your music and thank you for making me stronger than I thought possible. I love you.

    15. Anna Bertarioni on

      loved the emotional honesty and the venting part, is so refreshing to watch and hear, and always remember, the people that come into our lives as partners or friends, are here to teach us a blessing or a lesson, and that's that! that's why they come into our lives.

    18. Letícia C. Fabrin on

      I loved the FaceTime idea Niki! Also thank you for being so open and honest about your feelings, I really feel connected to you in a way I don't feel with some of my closest friends. I hope time brings you the cure and happiness you deserve. Lots of love from Brazil! 🖤

    20. ♡DOLLY on

      I’ve felt like how you did on the relationship part but now I understood why the relationship had to end . I thought abuse was actual love because I never experienced or even seen real love growing up . But now that I am experiencing real love and learning to love myself , I just take that breakup as Something I had to go through to learn in life . 🖤🖤 Love you Niki 🌹

    23. Kara Kronichles on

      Also I just got the point where you ask "why do we even fall in love if it was never supposed to work out anyways?" and I've asked myself the same thing with each relationships' end. It hurts like hell and is so cliche to say, but I truly do believe that they came with lessons we were meant to learn as we continue grow, mature, and evolve. There's something you learned about your capacity, boundaries, needs, desires, etc that teaches you about who you are and what you will and won't accept in relationships moving forward – whether that be with a partner, family member, or friend. Something about that view of things has always felt a bit freeing to me and I hope it brings you some peace as well.

    24. VeVe on

      I loved this video! thank you so much for sharing it with us. Yes its totally okay that you're not in the healing place that you want to be yet because like you said 'Time heals everything" so just hang in there and you'll be okay! I love you so much!

      Love Always your number one fan Veve!

    26. Alysa Galvin on

      This felt like a normal vlog to me 🫤 I think without cutting and speeding the film, it would’ve look more like a FaceTime. But that’s just my opinion 🤷🏼‍♀️

    34. Kristina Clarke on

      i’ve never had a song perfectly and vulnerably describe the feeling i had in my last relationship & so hearing this song years later makes me feel so seen n understood 🤍

    35. Marija Srdic on

      Yeah, i was there 4 years ago, after moving in, buying home, going for engagement and all… but as you said,…sometimes the beginning is the only highlight of it all, and vecays and road trips,… even now, I still heal, even tho I decided to turn away and run. Its for the best, for both sides to cut the relationship that would never work as you want. Sometimes love is just not enough, differences and lack of communication and similar love language, that kills the person, not feeling loved enough and seen enough. That is just life lesson, you can't push something that is not grounded and natural and compatible. :C It hurt. It sucks. But it gets better, heart will heal after few years, and you hope one day you can smile to one another with no pain 🙁

    37. Céleste on

      I know it's totally off topic but for a sec I confused your boots on the floor with Buddy. Does he still live with you?

    41. Suze Wink on

      LOVED this video format. We are living for independent growing queen era! Love & misery is on constant replay- so relatable to my life.

    42. Molly Dennett on

      When you said why do people fall in love when it doesn’t work out…..you were suppose to go through this, learn what you needed to learn, and become a better person because of it. Breakups suck but do everything that makes you happy ❤❤❤

    43. Marie A. on

      Your Ex was a amazing Man that you burn out with your insecuritys and Bixesual fantasy. You need to grow up and Love Jesus to heal your heart.

    44. Cindie Ramirez on

      That’s because love is not enough!!! That’s what a lot of people don’t get. They think I can’t leave because I love them, meanwhile there’s no trust, no communication, nothing in common, or 2 separate lives, but I love them. No , not enough and doesn’t matter enough to stay. You did the right thing. Being happy is the more important then any love can ever be❤, life is short, and you may miss out on the one your really supposed to be with.❤

    47. KJ on

      I really liked the podcast and hope you all can bring it back in a way that makes you both happy. I feel like we got to see you ladies in a real way. I liked how we got hear the BTS of your different eras and see the love & friendship you have for each other.

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